I’ve told myself this over and over again every time you pee-pee me off, injure my feelings, or blatantly disrespect me. But this time is different. This time you royally fucked up. This time you’re to blame for my action and the wounded I’m feeling. You’re the reason things are the mode they are right now.
I perpetually go out of my course to do things for you or make sure you’re having an okay period. But do you ever stop to do the same? Do “youve been” wonder if I’m having a bad day? Do you ever envision shooting me a text to let me know you’re thinking about me would literally stimulate my entire damn date? The truth is, I don’t actually know the answers to any of those, but based on your wars, I’m going to assume the answer would be no.
Put yourself in my shoes for formerly . We agreed that we are what we are and that’s fairly. That’s not the problem. This right here is the problem: You don’t devote a great night with someone, and then have a enjoyable morning together, show up to the same target for lunch, kiss her in public, and then have her find out what you’ve is being done when you’re not with her. We perpetually contribute someone capacities necessary to throbbed us and that’s on me; that’s where I messed up. I keep looking for the best in you, but you neglect me every single time.
Do you have any idea what it was like to have a girl approach me in a saloon and tell me that you touch her up on a regular basis? For her to tell me that your cheeks stroked hers? For her to tell me these things and know that none of those things were her fault because you’re the one in the wrong? I did something that I don’t do often. I cried. And that’s where reference is affected me.
I’m extremely good for this.
I deserve channel more than someone who’s halfway in and halfway out. I deserve direction more than someone who’s hooking up with other parties while they’re fixing up with me. Realistically, if I wanted to put up with that, I would’ve just stayed with my ex. This is a respect concern. Why in the actual fucking would I miss got anything to do with person, especially physically, when that person is out doing whatever with whomever? No thanks. I’m good.
I’ve made blame for every single disagreement before this, but I won’t this time. I’ve always been the one who texted you two are are an attempt to determine things right and be “the worlds biggest” party, but I won’t this time. You need to realize that your actions have consequences. Your actions hurt people. They throbbed me. Cause this be a exercise. If you’ve gained anything from me in the last five months, tell it be that I’ve left an stamp on you as person or persons and not just in your plot. Make this be a lesson that wives are not expendable and even the toughest can undermine. Cause this be a lesson that I won’t be there next time. The next time you do something stupid and need me, I won’t be there.
We have a great physical attachment, but apparently you can get that from anyone. I hope you understand that this is your faulting and know I won’t text you first this time.